First Day of Classes. Day One.

It's okay. My adviser is nice. I love her. :) I saw my best friends again. My brother goes to my school now. He's now a first year student. I met some new friends inside the classroom. But I don't feel some of my new classmate. Hindi ko sila ka-vibes. :/ We had some activities. Ang kj ng iba sa introduce yourself. :| Ok, hindi naman sa gusto ko yung mag-iintroduce sa sarili pero, the hell, we're seniors now! Kung umasta eh parang bata. :| I really agree to some teachers who think that my batch, well not all of them, are immatures. *sigh*

And oh, I saw him. He's still handsome. Oh wait, erase that. I don't want to think of him again. But what can I do? My heart has a mind of his own. I can't control it. :/ It fucking hurts me. It's like I want to talk to him and ask him some things that are not clear to me. But again, I can't. I don't know why. I'm a loser. Or maybe, hug him. Pero pwede ba yun? Hindi pwede yun. Saan ka nakakita ng hiwalay na pero nagyayakapan pa? :( Maybe, I won't be able to talk to him until graduation. I'm afraid. I have this angry feeling that I don't know where it came from and why do I feel that way. I told you, I'm a loser.

After dismissal me and Mark Clay(my bestfriend) went to the church to pray. I ask God with some things and ask for signs. And I thank Him also for everything. Then separated ways to go home. Me loves Mark Clay so much. Oh, he's a gay but not totally gay but still love him cause he's super loka like me. :)

Day 2, here I come!